I am desperate for words
I am desperate for feelings
Warrior of loneliness
I didn’t know that the sun could hide
And leave this empty place so dark and cold
I didn’t know you didn’t trust me
Yet you knew my every change of heart
I have nothing more to say but
I can feel the bomb building inside
Ready to explode
I have nothing more but
Burning words I can’t tell,
Weightless thoughts that can’t fly
Oh heart, why the ice? why the fire?
The scars are only beginning to draw
Roads of memories on my skin
I didn’t know I didn’t know it all
I didn’t know I wouldn’t understand
Yet this is the way it is
The day it would be
The rules you would have to play with
You’re walking , standing in this world
There’s no use to close your eyes
Trying to make it go away
It is less than the sky
Though endlessly it does the same
I didn’t know I didn’t know it all
I didn’t know I wouldn’t understand
That despair,
sweet killer.